Experience

There are often reasons to explain experiences, whether it be a certain activity, word, or substance that triggers a chemical reaction, a certain feeling that is induced when getting it, or even the feelings you lose while under it. 

But there is one both doctors and scientists have never been able to fully explain. 

This starts with a rush of emotions, ecstasy or irritance hit you, leaving you overwhelmed by anything that crosses you. The need to both run and freeze pumps the adrenaline through your body begging for movement. 

People are often left static to the outside and allow their brains to overrule, triggering any defence the body has in an attempt to save you from facing any harm that you may or may not find. It's unlike adrenaline that uges a person to move, pushes them forward this shuts your body down, unable to move and barely able to breath while under the influence. 

Your body subconsciously shakes at every thought that flows through your heart and head, each thought and feeling fighting to the death on order to rule your brain but it often only one that wins. 

When saything this particular feeling is self caused is not entirely true. This is random, to those who have experienced first hand, even some second, it is nothing less than normal. Although there are a few lucky people who can completely slip and never experience this overpowering rush. 

To those who have experienced this enticing act that no one can fully understand, you survived it, well done. You fought the feelings and thoughts only you can ever fully know. Others, even people who have experienced this can't actually know. 

Only you will know the truth behind your anxiety because the world is yet to listen.